As far as the gospel goes, God’s complete love, mercy, and forgiveness has already gone out to every single one of us - full stop - the moment we drew our first breath. There is no question. Nothing that you do or don’t do - believe or don’t believe - changes this.
God’s chosenness does not depend on you.
It’s a given.
This is the grace - the gift - of God, as seen through the death and resurrection of Christ.
The only question is, do you believe it?
A gift is only a gift if it is received.
Even if it’s not (quite) believed.
Grace & Godspeed,